II.
On the first night we spend together, he rouses me from sleep and rolls me on my stomach. His lips are soft against the side of my neck, his breath warm and still smelling of brandy. His hands fumble at the waist of my underpants. I try to turn over, to make it easier for him. Don’t move, he says. He puts a finger to my lips. I kiss it, sleepily, and when it presses, let it slide into my mouth to graze my saliva-wet tongue. I suck on it for a moment, moistening its length. Then he takes it from me.
His finger is at my anus now, circling its pursed ridges and gently testing the moist smooth flesh just inside. I take a shallow breath, expecting it to penetrate. Instead I feel the tip of his tongue in the cleft between my ass cheeks, tracing it to where his finger continues to circle. His tongue darts into my easing asshole, hesitant, tasting, then thrusting determinedly inwards. Oh God, am I clean? My cunt throbs with longing and my insides dissolve in a weird solvent of desire and fear. I cannot stop myself lifting my pelvis from the bed to invite him deeper. But both tongue and finger have already retreated.
I relax and lie still, ready for another intrusion of his tongue. But now his thighs are either side of mine, his fingers around my buttocks, parting them. His blood-swollen, cock-head parts my anus. I try to squirm from it. Slowly, I plead – this is the first time I’ve been fucked like this – but his cock is already in me and in one thrust, its entire veiny length has been taken into my dilating rectum.
For an instant, it feels as if it might puncture my guts. Anticipating pain, I tense – but none comes. Instead, there’s an intense, lubricious pleasure as his cock lengthens, hardens and slips carelessly, back and forth, beneath the floor of my vagina and womb, outside both but still somehow within, filling them. I flatten my hand and push it between my pelvis and the bed, over my hairless pubis, to claw at my engorged clitoris and vulva.
An unfamiliar climax swells, not in my cunt but within my colon. It intensifies in the instant I feel him draw his cock up and pull it from my ass. We both gasp. Then his come spurts into my gaping rectum and like a slow poison, seeps into the fetid flesh and finds its way to the nerves along my spine. I let out a raucous howl that leaves me panting, unable to catch my breath. I reach up and pull his still rigid, sticky cock back into the void within me. Don’t stop. Do it harder